License to Thrill

Whatever poison's in this bottle will leave me broken sore and stiff. But it's the genie at the bottom who I'm sucking at. He owes me one last wish.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Well, here goes everything,

Weeknd plans are in the making. Hotel-yes. Hot girl-yes. Bear-yes. Bubbles-yes. My secrect surprise- well, there's the problem. I'm not sure if i'm ready. I want to. But should i? how will she react? this is risky business. risky business. am i ready for what i'm about to do? I don't know. We'll see how everything goes.

Monday, June 27, 2005

I drive naked through the park.

Well. Not has been happenin' back here in pa. Same wonderful shit different day. The Bear and i are going to columbus this weekend. Fireworks, oh yeah. Two bwdroom hilton sweet, bubbles, me, and more me. Oh yeah, and Gretchen. So if you can't get ahold of me i'll allready be ahold of. Get it. Fuckers. Anyways. i got some plans. We'll see what happens.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

hmmm...

I came across a song today that i haven't heard in a while. It really made me think about the difference between who we are and what we let people see. I'm a pretty open person, but there are soooo many things things you don't know about. Most of these things you will never know about. I might make it look that i'm allright. Like i have some idea of what's going to happen next. reality. Not a fucking clue. I'm scared, worried, tense, just like anyone else. You're all the same. You're never alone. Just remember, we all have our fronts. A smile is just a mask.

I heard that you were living well
But you don't look like you're living to me.
Although the sparkle is gone,
Your smile is in place so that everyone watching will see.

You've got them all convinced,
that you're so well... - dashboard confessional