Not sure how this is supposed to feel. Cutting like a red hot knife of surgical steel

Well, i case you haven't heard. . .
I wrecked my car
I'm looking at vw's
I'm going back to college
I'm sexier than ever.

"Here we are again with handguns for hearts
They had a master plan, wanted to tear us apart
Nothing to hold, all hope deleted
Our demise has been completed now
Nowhere left to go but down
The flames of hell they give me hope, I drown. . .
We are the walking dead, we hold this ghost in our arms
We take our daily breath and thank our unlucky stars
Tried to get by on bread and water
Craving blood poured from the alter now
Not much left to do but drown". . .- Alkaline Trio

I'm Going to take a bath. Peace.