This is my suicide note. Somebody save me

Now that i got your attention. I have an announcement. No, it's not that i can't spell(bastards), it's that i'm a woman. I really am. I am a stereotypical woman except for the smoking and swearing. I'm a woman. Wow. Well, i'm gonna go drink a few cosmos and eat a bowl of bon bons. Goodnight. (and in case you were wondering i do have a headache)

Hide the Cutlery

Peace out

When you were born, you cried and the people smiled. Live your life so that when you die you smile and others cry.- I belive an indian proverb

In this new re-evaulation of life, i'm finding that it really is the moments , people, and feelings that are most important. i have to tell myself all day that's it's only time and money. If my days are allready numbered, and money is voletile why spend all this effort on them? i feel to really become something you need to make the most of every moment adn let God bring you what you really need. He says in the bible if He makes sure the birds of the sky, the fish in the sea and even the beasts on the earth are taking care of, How much more does he care about you. So take every oppritunity, take every cahnce, let God take care of you while you take care of someone else.

Still i'm convinced wondering what if is the worst thing there is.-Straylight Run

I'm just a notch in your bedpost, but your just a line in a song.

New Years resolutions.

1. Don't drink and drive(or blog)
2. Stop smoking.(I figure the third year has to be a charm)
3. Start working out. ( I know i don't need to)
4. Start acting more on feelings than my usual over- thought method
5. Read more
6. Come up with more reslolutions

There's someone down below blowing you a kiss.
They watch from their windows
as all arms fall to their sides,
and all eyes fix on the death of tomorrow.
And you found everything you need
to make a life complete,
completely revolting and they have safety and relief
For sale down the street.
I see you in line every day -Alkaline Trio

Such a basket case, hide the cutlery.

Well, i got a new car. that is however the least interseting thing happening at the moment. Sometimes i think God likes to put us in our place. Make one smart comment, and he'll call you on it. Also on that note., I'm pretty sure he like to give you just enough rope to screw up, just to yank ya back in. So, yeah. . . that my two cents of the day.

Peace out.

Come on, Come on, put your hands into the fire. - Thirteen Senses