License to Thrill

Whatever poison's in this bottle will leave me broken sore and stiff. But it's the genie at the bottom who I'm sucking at. He owes me one last wish.

Monday, October 18, 2004

Things are looking up!

That's because I'm laying on my bed with a kinife at my throat. Just kidding. Well things now could be worse. I may be failing freshmen seminar.Fucking class. Then on the other hanad I was asked to tutor a class. So fuck you freshmen seminar. Well I enjoyed today's weather. The gloomy rain reminded me of my empty soul. . I'm tired of trying and failing .No wonder people don't try anymore. Everytime I try at something it or something else just falls apart. Everytime I bring myself to do something it fails before I even try. I sick of putting my feelings on this damn blog but if not here where else? I don't want sympathy. Sympathy dosen't change things. All I want is for me to be happy again. Happiness eludes me, love is but a wish, and joy is not even found at the bottom of a bottle. Christ I hate place. I just want things to be different. I want to go back 4 years and change what I haven't done. However my time machine is broke and my lazy nigger mechanic spends all day eating chicken wings.

2 Comments:

  • At 4:53 AM, Blogger 0r4cl3 said…

    Dude, seriously, how do you fail freshman seminar? Are you skipping it? That's the only way that I can think of...I don't know what to tell you. I think that we just need to get away...like to Colorado in December!

     
  • At 9:30 PM, Blogger Jeremy said…

    mi casa es su casu

     

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