Things are looking up!
That's because I'm laying on my bed with a kinife at my throat. Just kidding. Well things now could be worse. I may be failing freshmen seminar.Fucking class. Then on the other hanad I was asked to tutor a class. So fuck you freshmen seminar. Well I enjoyed today's weather. The gloomy rain reminded me of my empty soul. . I'm tired of trying and failing .No wonder people don't try anymore. Everytime I try at something it or something else just falls apart. Everytime I bring myself to do something it fails before I even try. I sick of putting my feelings on this damn blog but if not here where else? I don't want sympathy. Sympathy dosen't change things. All I want is for me to be happy again. Happiness eludes me, love is but a wish, and joy is not even found at the bottom of a bottle. Christ I hate place. I just want things to be different. I want to go back 4 years and change what I haven't done. However my time machine is broke and my lazy nigger mechanic spends all day eating chicken wings.
2 Comments:
At 4:53 AM,
0r4cl3 said…
Dude, seriously, how do you fail freshman seminar? Are you skipping it? That's the only way that I can think of...I don't know what to tell you. I think that we just need to get away...like to Colorado in December!
At 9:30 PM,
Jeremy said…
mi casa es su casu
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