Nothing Changes on New Years Day

I succesfully pissed off most of my friends. Guess that'll be less people to say goodbye to when i leave. The party(messer's) started out well. I showed up a four. left at about 3:30. After a few attempts to stop me from leaving(i wasn't drunk) i finally got out. I was right when i said that there's something about Alissa. She was the only thing holding me to myself. You ever see something that just makes you want to drive off a bridge? It's even worse if you kinda knew before. I pride myself on being brutally honest. I wish that i was given same sometimes. I will begin agian. To my friends: sorry, but i don't care. To Alissa: you were right. To the past year: fuck you. To: myself: never fall agian.

Though i want to be with you
Be with you night and day
Nothing changes
On new year's day-U2