Changes

Is there anyway to get over something you never had. Experience say: No, your fucked. I have underachieved to a new extreme and all I do about it is bitch on the blog. No more. Tommorow I get up and begin life as i did last year. That would be with a shower, a smoke, and a ride to education. Also no more what if. I tired of asking what if. That doesn't get you anywhere. What if i said something earlier. What if I waited. Allready fucked that up. Can't live in the past. Also no more what now. The present of a moment ago is already gone. It's time to ask myself what next. What next? For me I shall go into world and show it just how much of a dick i am and force it to give me it's money. Money can buy happiness. Mind you that it's only temorary happiness but hell, just get more money. This is the end of new Tom. Negativity, bite my ass.

One day you will look back
And you'll see
Where you were held
How? By this love
While you could stand there
You could move on this moment
Follow this feeling - U2