I'm at a place called vertigo.

ver·ti·go: A confused, disoriented state of mind.

I don't really know what the hell i want right now. I thought i knew what i wanted but more and more i find i don't know. I always wanted to have a ton of cash to buy myself a sluegh of things. All the things i thought would make me happy just don't seem to cut it anymore. I want as relationship with real meaning, feeling, care. I want/need someone who just wants me for me. The little surfer boy looking, funny, sarcastic, alcoholic i am. Someone who i just want to spend time with and who wants to spend time with me. Someone who i happy just being around me and someone i am happy just to be around. Someone i can hold i my arms and know there's a mutual feeling of content and security. Someone who i can really share emotions with. Someone to love, and someone who loves me.

Fuck a bunch of things

Fuck mid-terms, fuck pennsylvania, fuck love, and fuck you. I don't fucking care anymore. I'm leaving, not finishing college, getting a job, getting a girl, and gonna say fuck to finish this thought. Fuck. i hate papers, classes, and thinking, the entire mindset of this fucking place . damnit, i need a beer or 9. Fuck. So to sum it up, fuck

Surrond yourself with the best Part 2. + Nichols

Inveinio posted about surrounding yourself witgh the best. However he didn't know how ture that really is. If you need advise on how to fix your car who better to ask than someone who knows cars or a mechanic? trying to pick up the hot girl at the place where you decided to eat? Tom Nichols. He's the best.
The nichols factor is important. However his outlook on things is even more so. Simply put, he may be the most confident fucker on the planet and is awlays willing to help a mere mortal like me. God bless you nichols.

Pope out.

New!!! Tom's rant #1

I'm fucking sick of stupid people. People who think that by doing the same thing over and over they'll get some better result. How fucking stupid can you be. If it didn't work the first 14 fucking times it probally won't work this time. Also, i'm sick of guys who are asshole. If you're into the controling asshole type fine. however if you don't have the self respect to get out of the half-ass relationship you're in, you're a fucking dumb ass. I'm also finding that the people around me are becoming more evil and i less evil. Everyone around me for some reason thinks i'm some fucking sex-crazed fuck-tard. If i want to get in someone's pants i don't think i'll need your advise. Can't I actually want a relationship with someone or am I such a dick that it dosen't seem possible.
-Pope out

Qoute of the week: What these bitches want from a nigger?-Chaz

It's about time....

for a real post. for a post not completely devoted to maing fun of stryder. So here's what's up. The same old shit. It all comes down to how much a hate this place and how much i feel for a certian someone. Me. that's right me. fuck you all. It's time for number one. So, if i seem like an ass the next couple of weeks or seem to buy everything i want. Deal with it. I'm sick of other people. Pope out.

P.s. i've been drinking and yes it's only 3:00pm. So if this posts seems at all fucked up deal with it.

Stryder

What a dumb fucking name. I mean come on. Stryder? It sounds like a gay mexican cowboy's name. You've probally read my previous posts about how he's a smurfer among other shit. Smurfer.
Anyways, it turned out that he is not dead and that he unfortunitly made it home alive. We will still be selling his belongings . This is the list of stryders shit that we will be selling.

1. A fucking panzy ass v6 mustang.
2. Richard simmons type clothing.(That would be ridiculously gay clothing)
3. Didlos in all shapes and sizes
4. A penis enlarger( That aparently dosen't work)
5. A how to smurf other people's smurf instructional video.
6. A partacially used pack of tube socks.
7. Literally a ton of gay porn videos(including the one from the night he got me, i mean someone else drunk)

Morals

I try to listen to my morals, but when i do all i hear is the oceanic sound you get when you hold a seashell to your ear.

Stryder = Papa Smurf

Jason is white, Stryder is gay. Jerome is tan, and Stryder is still a fag.

Loser of the Week!!! #2

This weeks loser is, that's right Stryder. You may have seen his blog(Without risk there can be no glory). He thinks he's the shit, however in reality he is just plain shit. He even drives a v6 mustang. I mean come on a v6. My left nut has more power than a v6. This is also the kind of guy who (not to get him in trouble so i'll use the word smurf and you let your imagination go) smurfs other people smurf. Sometimes even before they are one's smurf. That damn smurfer. You may have even saw his comment on my 2nd to last post. He's all talkand all gay.

All that you can't leave behind.

Thought i would post. I've been out with this girl stef (yes a girl you fuckers) a couple of times now and i think she's awesome. Spring break ended today. I got to see dave and alissa this weekend. That's about for now. I'll post more later. Pope out.

You've got to leave it behind
All that you fashion
All that you make
All that you build
All that you break
All that you measure
All that you steal
All this you can leave behind
All that you reason
All that you sense
All that you speak
All you dress up
All that you scheme…-U2 "Walk on"

Tom Nichols is dead!!!!!!

That's right, horrible plane crash. No suvivours.

On a happy note, all of his belongings we be sold at crazy low prices. All proceedes will go to the Thomas Smith foundation for underage drinking and lung cancer.

Life Tomstyle

Well, where should i start. I've have gone out with this awesome person, Stef, a few times in the last week. I think she's great ,and if don't, fuck you. Tom and jerome came home. jerome left friday and tom is leaving wednesday. it's been nice having both bastards home. I didn't get to spend much time with the jerome but Tom, jase, and i have been doing all kinds of shit lately. Anyways, gonna go do something. Peace out.